first dose

hello my lovelies!

I hope everyone has had a good holiday. I do not go black Friday shopping, i don't like the big crowds. I'm afraid I'd end up punching someone in the throat. so in an effort to avoid jail time, i do not go. i just stay home and stuff myself with leftovers.

any who, I'm experiencing my first dose of writer's block. i didn't realize how annoying that can be. i mean i have the time now, and every time i go to write thinking I'm finally ready, i just sit there starring out into a blank screen and no words flow out. I'm hoping my overly fried brain will have enough of this break and soon let me keep writing. in the mean time, i might post random little short stories. since those are the only ones to be able to come out of my head for now.

alright my lovelies, i just wanted to update you and let you know I'm still alive.

lots of love,

-B😃

Parachute

She stood at the edge of that cliff, watching the restless waves of the dark ocean water. They reminded her of her inner self. How her emotions were in complete chaos. Crashing at the edge, rising, washing away the walls that she so exhaustively worked to build. Every time they hit, she could see more and more cracks appear. She knew there was nothing she could do to repair them. Eventually, the walls would shatter and everything would come crashing down.

But she looked out into the horizon, and there, she saw it. A light, so bright, so beautiful and warm. From it, she heard a voice. It told her, “Jump.” She cringed at the thought. Surely she’d fall to her demise. She took a step back and shook her head. “Jump,” it said again. That voice was so hypnotizing. She wanted to listen to it, but she didn’t want to fall. “Jump. I will catch you.” It told her.

“I...can’t.” She covered her face with her hands. “I’m scared of falling.”

“Jump.” It repeated.

“How do I know you’re not lying to me? That you’re tricking me?” She asked worriedly.

“You don’t. You have to trust.”

She looked back down at the bottom. The walls were starting to crumble. The cliff would come down soon and take her with it. She looked back out to the light. It was so pretty. She wanted it, it made her feel good. If she could just reach out far enough. She edged closer. “But what if I fall? I have no parachute. I would die.”

“I will catch you. It’ll be worth the risk.” The light spoke.

Once more, she looked at the turbulent waters. They had almost washed away everything now, she would either fall with the cliff, or hope the light caught her and not let her perish. She took a couple steps back and looked out to the light. “Please, don’t let me fall. I’m afraid.”

Then she ran and jumped right as the voice replied, “Never, I will always catch you.”


***I know this is a random piece, but it's been sitting in my documents for a while now. felt like sharing. Happy Thanksgiving everyone!
-B

hiatus over

OK everyone I'm so sorry about the absence but I've had some very personal stuff going on lately. it's a bit more settled now. so i wanted to come and let you guys know I'm still here.

anywho, I've actually worked on more chapters for HIDDEN CROWN but haven't actually had a chance to edit and post them on wattpad. i will try for at least one chapter this week, hopefully i can do two.

on a separate note. today is voting day and i haven't even had a chance to do so...I'm trying to hurry up my work here in the office so i can make it to the polls before they close. i usually hate to discuss politics but i will let it be known that, both those two people scare the ever loving crap out of me. it scares me to know that come tomorrow morning it can all go to hell. for now all i can do is hope and pray that we will make it through the next four years and the POTUS will not initiate a world wide war....again.

that is all for now lovelies! as you were. have an awesome day/night where ever you all are!

-B